I sat with my knees pulled close to my chest
And fluttered my eyes shut tightly,
To shield myself from the everlasting unrest
and forced myself to hum lightly.
I am now aware of what we shared,
That I was not real to you.
You really only put on airs,
To hide your endless blue.
Not pretty blue, not turquoise,
Or something of the like.
But something more of your choice,
That would continuously strike.
I tried to be fair to you,
Was always sure to be kind.
I see exactly what you are trying to do,
But I won’t fall for it.
Not this time.